pain
You always ask 'why?' Even if the answer is so obvious and you already know it. But you hate pain. You would do anything to avoid it. And here we have the area of illusion. So many times you know what's coming but still, you are taking this route. You know the consequences, the price, but you are always surprised or disappointed. Fascinating I heard you appreciating me but you'd rather not suffer. "I like getting better but I'd rather not get hurt on the first place". So funny. Who made you do things you did? Amazing creativity with blaming others. You blame the Boss or you blame Lucy. Not sure about them but I'm always impressed with your twisted way of thinking. You blame the closest people or your made up 'life's circumstances'. I'm not here to prove that most of your suffering you are bringing upon yourself. I am just fascinated by you. And I'm happy to bring you healing. Glad to see you getting better a