goodbye



'My Love...why?'
'Goodbye'
'WHY?! You said you want to be with me now since we reunited. Don't go! I need you.'
'You are so sweet. Full of beautiful words. But I am happy now. Do you want to spoil it? Again?!'
'What about me? I need you in my life.'
'Really? So why you didn't fight for me? 
Why you chose your life over me?! 
You choose not to hurt others and left me. 
Broke my heart. 
And now the only reason we are talking is because I was worrying sick about you. I looked for you, not the other way. I wanted to know if you are alright. Now I know you are all good.
Always looking for the something, 
thing you already have. 
So what else do you want? 
Mess with me? 
You have your life. Your purpose.
so why do you want to complicate?
you said yourself that would be stupid to repeat the same mistake'
But when I saw you, Love, everything thrilled in me. 
I felt it. 
I know you are my Love! 
This doesn't mean anything?!'
'It does, silly. 
It means what it works between us is real.' 
'So why can't you stay?'
'Because of your choice. 
You make decisions and I respect them. 
Like with Empathy. 
By the way why did you leave her?
Do you even know why?'
Shit. She knows.
'Did you really think I wouldn't know? 
well, yes. I knew about you and Empathy. 
But the real question is do you know? 
Do you really know why you left her?
You left her like you left me
Torn
with hopes
why?'
Same reason
same mistake
'Did you touched her?'
'Did you?'
'Yes'
'At least poor girl had something for that.
Did it help?'
'Yes'
'I remember when you touched me. It really works, 
Do you think I don't want to be touched again?!
To feel this hardness melting inside.
wonderful feeling to be desired...'
'Then why you are leaving?'
'I am desired, my little prince, I am
there is someone who wants to be loved
he makes me happy
and you still don't believe in me...
that's irony 
we helped each other
you became yourself thanks to me
and I discovered the truth about myself when you touched me,
and now you still think the true Love is only when gone,
unhappy
unfulfilled
so why are you surprised?
is it NOT exactly what you think about me?'
'Goodbye'



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